LOCKDOWN
LIFE
#StayHome
#StaySafe #StaySane
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Khush
yaar…, you know what, tomorrow we have this seminar on Software Testing and
Quality Assurance for which we are supposed to download loads of applications
and what not, and, and, on the top of it, its going to be for like six long
hours ( with just half an hour lunch break) can you believe it…!
Firstly,
the idea of working Saturday does not fit in my brain…
Secondly,
it’s for six long hours…
No
actually, five and half long hours, thirty minutes lunch break…, Khushi
interjects.
Well,
okay, I edit.
Secondly,
it’s for like five and half long hours…
Lastly,
‘ATTENDANCE IS COMPULSORY’, I say it with a tinge of annoyance in my voice to
my dearest roomie Khushi.
Wait,
wait, wait, hang on there, take it easy bro…, says Khushi.
Well,
you are right, but I really don’t want it to happen, you know. Khush, I was
actually thinking to download all the required software tomorrow morning. What
say? For now, I should just look forward to entering into land of blissful
sleep.
Well,
Vansh, whatever helps you float your boat, says Khushi shrugging her shoulders.
Why
do you always have to inject that sarcastic comment Khush, not good, you know.
Vansh,
I am your roomie, I have to be fair, I very well know waking up little extra
early in the morning is not your cup of tea.
Ya,
ya, whatever, I say it rolling my eyes.
Then
our conversation gets drifted towards not so mindless tittle-tattle which then
get interrupted by a ringing burbling sound of my phone.
Hi!
Rita…, I say.
Hey,
Vanshika, did you see the mail: It reads, college is going to remain closed
till further notice due to outbreak of COVID-19.
For
a micro second, I kind of gloated with a secret joy on the thought of seminar
getting cancelled which I immediately bury down.
Well,
the news of corona virus entering India had been floating around from quite a
few days and as its proportion is increasing day by day, schools and colleges
have been shut down.
Soon
after talking to Rita, daddy rings me up and says or rather I should just say
orders me to leave for home the very next morning, I could sense the worry
etched his voice.
Next
morning, I see that almost all hosteliers are either leaving the same day or the day after according to the booking of their tickets while some decide to stay back and go
only after we are done with our final exams. Khushi chooses for the latter.
Vansh,
I am going to miss you, I really don’t like coming back to this room when you
are not there.
Aww…
My Khush…
As always… My dearest Khushi always dispensing Khushi!
To
which she smiles back revealing a lovely set of teeth.
Byee Vansh, do get me Thepla my gujju roomie, when you are back in maybe 15-20 days…,
Says Khushi enveloping me in a massive hug.
Yes,
Yes Sure! Byee Khush, see you soon and take care… 😊
Later,
I bundle up into a cab with my little bag containing just two sets of night
wear and my laptop and zip towards Wakad Mumbai-Pune Bus Stop. As cabbie took a
longer route for god knows what reason, it took me little longer to reach
Wakad. But when I did reach, cabbie and I bickered over the fare for quite a
long time as it came out to be a little more. Well, eventually I did pay him
the entire amount but I must a say, the bickering part was not at all an
amicable one.
As
I got off the cab, I spotted the bus to Navi Mumbai and as the cabbie had
dropped me a little distance away, I quickly ran (well not exactly ran, maybe
fast paced jogging sort of a thing, you see) hitching my bag on my shoulder
towards the bus. Then, handing out the tickets, I resigned myself to a window
seat.
I
really love my Mumbai-Pune bus rides, you know. Its like my ‘ME TIME’ wherein I
confess everything to Lord Shiva about all the things running in my head and
currently the thing that is itching at the back of my head is unnecessary
bickering with the cabbie.
Lord
Shiva, it was his fault, he took a longer route because of which fare rose
beyond its expected amount.
But
Vanshika, it was just the matter of fifty rupees, c’mon you shouldn’t have
acted that way. Also, with all the colleges and offices shutting down they are
anyway going to face a hard time.
Yes,
yes, okay I understand, but I didn’t think of it to such a depth and you know,
bargaining is sort of just internalised in my DNA. I just cannot help it.
Oh,
Vanshika stop giving lame reasons okay…
Phew,
it kind of feels like a little tennis match is going on in my head.
Okay,
okay, Lord Shiva. I apologize, I am really very sorry for the way I acted. Next
time onwards I will only bargain looking at the situation and time. (definitely
not in this time of corona).
So,
after confessing everything to Lord Shiva, I enjoy my time looking outside the
window, allowing my mind to wander in different places… well, its really very
effective way of passing time, you see.
As
I reached home, Daddy, Mumma and my baby brother Aarav greet me very warmly
with their teeth flashing into a very white grin. I could see the flush of
relief flowing through my daddy’s face seeing me HOME!
MOMENTS
[GOVERNMENT ANNOUNCES LOCKDOWN PHASE 1
(FROM 25 TH MARCH – 14 TH APRIL, 2020)]
So,
daddy how do you plan to spend your next 21 days?
Well,
I don’t know, we will figure it out with time, isn’t it? he says with a
perplexed look on his face.
Oh
yes daddy.
My
mornings would start greeting everyone with Goooood Morning… you know, sort of
singing the ‘O’ syllable and would make Mumma, Daddy and Aarav greet me back in
similar manner. It actually works in creating a positive ambiance and it feels
like you are literally sending out elements ahead of you that will arrange
things to make your day GOOD!
Also,
one of the things that makes me wake up early in the morning is watching
‘Ramayan’. Well, initially I didn’t felt it to be visually appealing but then
considering the fact that it was made approximately 30 years back I just kind
of gave it a shot and within a few days I got so involved in the story that
watching Ramayan every morning felt like a daily dose of nice nourishing TV.
Daddy
was right, within a few days each one of us got accustomed to our own routine
registering a few SIMPLE yet very PRECIOUS MOMENTS…
LIKE…
Daddy
would wake up, do his pranayama, will freshen up, watch Ramayan and then spend
the rest of the morning helping out his patnidevi with cooking. Like seriously!
Lord Shiva I cannot believe it! of course Vanshika its for real, you are seeing
it with your two big round eyes!
And…
with that my brain cells start operating in forming a caption. Well, it did
take me a tiny bit of a time to perfectly land in my head… it is obvious,
proper selection of words takes a bit of honing, you see!
I
post a story saying:
Whenever
daddy would tell me about his college days, he would always mention that he and
his flatmate used to cook their own meal (for like two years) to which I would
shoot him a baffled glare (saying: like really! I don’t believe it, with a hair
flip :’)) well today he proved me wrong.
#GoodSideOfBeingHomeArrest
LIKE…
I
lovee playing cards. But at the same time, I have no memories of playing cards
with daddy… well, he would always get escaped making bahanas and today the same
person agreed on playing cards with me is surely very surprising.
Well,
well, with that my brain cells come into play and I post a story saying…
All my
card playing memories are mostly with my dearest Chachu and cousins and any
amount of convincing done for making daddy to join us would go in vain :’) and
see today no convincing was needed! Also, I discovered, just like me my daddy
too plays well.
#GoodSideOfBeingHomeArrest
LIKE…
As
dudhwala, newspaper wala, house help and any outer person is restricted from
entering the building compound, physical newspaper have now got replaced by
e-newspaper, daddy is newly appointed dudhwala for the house and I am the newly
appointed Jhadu-Pocha bai (with a few days of refreshment wherein Aarav and I
would swap our duties so that the drudgery of doing same work do not get us).
Today
was one of the days wherein I am wishing that the broom would magically sweep
the house by itself or you know, clothes would magically arrange themselves
into a series of neatly folded piles. Oh
Vanshika! come back to reality and get back to work!
And,
and, with that my brain cells come into play and I post a story saying…
As the
house help has been on chutti – I am the newly appointed Jhadu-Pocha bai from
quite a few days now. Well, as I am aagyakari putri and sweet sa child Mumma
doesn’t say me anything, but you see, appreciation seems to be far, far,
fetched thing. Well, in her case not even a tiniest dust mole or tea ring could
escape her forensic attention. And plus, baby brother also being an equal level
of cleanliness freak sometimes makes me feel am I gene defective? But no, I am
in experience gaining stage,
Aur mere:
Mann mai
hai Vishwaas, pura hai Vishwaas,
Mujhe
zarur prashansa prapt hogi ek din!
#LockdownDiaries
LIKE…
Listening
to music always feel so peaceful! And especially in this time of corona it
feels little more peaceful… right now I am listening to one of my favorites from
passenger, Let Her Go…
And,
and, with that my brain cells come into play and I post a story saying…
Well you
only need the light when its burning low,
Only miss
the sun when it starts to snow…
And …
You will
only miss going out when you are confined to home :’)
#Music
Nisandeh Is Therapeutic!
LIKE…
Spending
days in a world of confinement (that is ghar ki chaar divari mai) even going to
the terrace and getting exposed to the unlimited rays diffused by sun and
getting hit by warm winds woven with threads of winter cold feels like freedom!
And,
and, with that my brain cells come into play and I post a story saying…
I pretty
much like this time of the day, yes, the time in our little terrace wherein Sun
God pours in its rays bringing with it a delicious warmth…. Wind God bringing
in its gently swaying soft wind with a tinge of coldness in it…. also, birds
chirping in a rhythmic manner, you know, it feels very soothing to ears… (and
guess what, bahar dekho to kuch traffic nahi, absolutely no horn ka irritating
sound)
#GoingToTerraceIsSurelyNewGoingOutForMe
LIKE….
Today
we got a mail saying there will be no final written examination for us instead
we will have a virtual examination sort of a thing which will include vivas,
presentations, projects and what not, sometimes making me feel it’s best to use
airplane mode as a cloak of invisibility, you know, but that cannot help right,
so wincing at the list of google classroom notification that is pushing its way
onto the little screen my brain cells come into play and I post a story saying…
From last
few days we are being badgered with too many online presentations, vivas,
assignments, tests and what not, eventually creating a chaos in my head and
making me feel: yaar isse better toh written exams hi ho jaate…(you know
#NotSoGoodSideOfBeingHomeArrest) Well, at the same time, knowing the fact ki,
anything done under the spirit of optimism will undoubtedly produce better
results than negative mind set….toh bas phir: in my head I am constantly like :
KARTE JAO, KARTE JAO
KARTE
JAO, KARTE JAO
#VirtualExaminationInTheTimeOfCorona
Also,
family time in this lockdown is different from pre corona phase you know,
because now you are together all the time with a different mental state leading
to different temperaments and different way of looking at things that is
happening around. Family: no matter what, will always act as a protective
shield in front of us.
I
love listening to past stories from my parents about their growing up years and
their journey there after which is sort of rooted to reality without any layer
of mirch masala… , flipping through old pictures and reminiscing old memories
that could move one to tears and laughter… playing board games and spending
time just talking to each other at home instead of planning where to go what to
wear.
There
are few people who are stranded at hostels. (including my own friends.)
Also,
a few who are stranded at their work city or work country…
Away
from home…
Its
even more difficult for them to cope up with the situation…
But
in the end, all that is going to help us navigate through all this is accepting
what it is and adopting on doing things that will keep us sane and
positive. It can be anything, cooking, dancing, binge watching series and
movies, binge reading, painting, playing games or registering into an online
course, absolutely anything, you see… all that is important is to not let your
mind get drifted towards negativity… its absolutely okay if sometimes you feel
that your days aren’t productive, all that is important is to be sane and away
from negativity. Also, sitting still leaves spaces for grief to get inside so
its better that we keep ourselves busy in whirl of activities… (and if you do it
with all your heart then, believe me even the mundane would feel magical!)
Also,
we should be grateful and feel blessed that we have roof to live under and food
to fill in our stomach… my heart aches thinking about the people who are
struggling to survive, thinking about those people (and their families) who are
tested positive. Lord Shiva, take care of them… and bless them with the
required strength to tackle it.
And
also, a very heart felt thank you to medical community (doctors, nurses and
medical staff) Police, government officials, media people, volunteers for
putting their lives on risk to keep us safe.
So,
lets just be kind and spread positivity and collectively pray to God for the
welfare of all and yes, maintain social distancing and follow rules not just
for ourselves but also for the people around us.
Stay
Safe Stay
Home Stay
Sane.
MISSING
I
am actually thinking to attempt watching something that is loved by all but still
hasn’t tickled my fancy. You must give it a shot Vanshika, given the time you
have got in your hands…
I
think… and I think… and I think…
Yes!
Marvel Movies it is! So many of my friends have suggested me to watch it
saying, “Oh Vanshika, you must must watch it, its super good!”. And now, as I
have decided to watch it all, they are surely going to be super happy knowing
about it.
Well,
I should also take in Aarav and make it Vanshika-Aarav Marvel Movie Time
instead of just Vanshika Marvel Movie Time and Aarav being a huge Marvel fan,
is surely not going to turn down my idea.
Well
talking about Aarav, he is being passed on to tenth grade just like that
(taking into consideration his previous term examination marks and unit test
marks). Also, his tenth grade online classes have been started now. So, his day
basically whirls around online classes, PUBG and sabka favourite Money Heist.
Later, I go to Aarav to share my super good idea of Vanshika-Aarav Marvel Movie
Time.
Hey,
Aarav I was thinking that we should start re-watching marvel movies, one day –
one movie, what say? I say it smilingly
exposing my not so white teeth.
Wait,
wait, what did you say? We should re-watch it… matlab, you have
watched it once already Di? Says Aarav with a hint of sarcastic smile dancing
on his face.
Well,
actually he is right, it’s a re-watch only for him not for me… I have not
watched marvel movies. Well, I have watched couple of them, maybe, Spider Man
Homecoming and Captain America only on Aarav’s request, but to be truthful I
watched it half-heartedly, uninterestingly and hence, I don’t remember
anything, you see. But as I just said him, we should re-watch I
can’t exactly step back from my words, right?
Oh,
Aarav I have watched them you know, maybe I just didn’t tell you about it….
Oh,
I see, says Aarav elevating his right eyebrow and nodding his head as if he is
interrogating me.
What?
I say.
Nothing Di, I am definitely in for Vanshika-Aarav Marvel Movie Time. Anytime ready to
watch Steve Rogers and Peter Parker, you see. By the way, Di, as you said you
have watched them… who is your favourite?
Umm…,
(now what should I say him… I haven’t even watched them all, favourite kaha se
lau?) my favourite is Spider Man and Captain America, you see. Our choices are
so varied na Aarav, I say it forcing a smile on my face to look normal.
To
which he laughs…, he laughs like one of those snorty through the nose kind of laughter…
Di…
Peter Parker is Spider man and Steve Rogers is Captain America… In fact, our
choices are so similar.
Oh
shit. Suddenly I am all lip locked not knowing how to respond.
Whenever
I am stuck in a conversation wherein people around me are talking on a subject
which sounds like an incomprehensible pile of gibberish to me, I always opt for
smile and a nod, it kind of just serves me well on most of the occasions
barring a few like this one.
Okay
Aarav, I confess, I haven’t watched it. but it’s okay, it just doesn’t tickle
my fancy, you see. But appreciate the change na… , now I really want to watch
it all with all my heart to increase my Marvel GK, you see , I say it with a
bright smile on my face.
He
laughs…
You
are such a drama queen Di…
Aarav!
Don’t forget, I am 8 years older to you, you are not supposed to talk to me
like that.
Ya,
ya, whatever, he says rolling his eyes.
So,
I allot a time slot for Vanshika-Aarav Marvel Movie Time (one movie a day) in
my schedule.
Later
in the evening I travel to the terrace and seat myself comfortably in a chair and just enjoying the gently swaying winds... later, I switch on my phone and
open the folder named friends… I just got all emotional flipping through the
images that made its way onto the little screen.
Well…
Our
last lecture has already happened without us knowing about it…
No
farewell, no last day group photo, no last written examination…
When
we left, we didn’t know then that it was our last day in Pune, in our college
campus and in our hostel…
Yes,
the batch of 2020 didn’t expect such an abrupt ending.
I
miss them… my eyes getting little moist…
Last
time when I went for an evening out with my best friends Rita and Nidhi, I
didn’t know it was our last one in Pune…
I
didn’t know then, when Khushi enveloped me in a massive hug while I was leaving
was probably the last one…
Oh
Vanshika, its okay, you just need to accept what it is…
And
looking back at my college life it was just perfect: full of fun, a little
drama, too many stories and a merry ending. Well, rather an unexpected abrupt
ending…
Vanshika
not again… there is absolutely no point dwelling on past.
And
well, about the abrupt ending, that we can turn into a merry one once the world
reopens… 😊
Also,
in this time of corona, one thing which is surely going to annoy us all is
internet taking up an untimely nap…
I
would definitely not want any kind of interruption when I am video calling my
besties Nidhi and Rita or when I am watching series or movies or playing online
games. It would also be highly inappreciable by those who are working from
home…
So,
internet you better don’t take up an untimely nap 😂
Later
I ring up my very special friend Rupa and talk to her about all that is going
on in my life. sometimes its just a not-so-small-talk that you need to light up
your mood. I am super lucky to have her in my life. she doesn’t judge me on
what I say, she understands the fact that we all have our own funny little
habits, that you know, I am not criticizing about the people around. I am just
sharing what I feel… Well, I am truly blessed with the best.
Wait,
wait, wait I didn’t tell you about the books that I have been reading right?!
Okay,
so, I started out reading ‘The Palace of Illusion’, by Chitra Banerjee
Divakaruni. In this book author has recreated the story of Mahabharat placing a
woman in forefront. Yes, often the retelling of epic is surrounded around male
heroes shadowing powerful women (be it Kunti, or Gandhari, or Panchaali) so, in
this one, author has very beautifully peeled out the story of Mahabharat
through Panchaali’s perspective bringing out her joys, doubts, struggles, triumph and eventually understanding
world and her place in it. it’s a must read.
It
later made me hop onto Mahabharat (to know everything in detail) and eventually
Bhagavad-Gita to exactly know what conversation took place between Lord Krishna
and Arjuna.
Till
now, I have read approximately thirty percent of Bhagavad-Gita and today while
reading it I came across below snippet: (something I resonated to looking at
current situation)
“If we
forget the purpose of human life and simply take supplies from agents of the
Lord for sense gratification and become more and more entangled in material
existence, which is not the purpose of creation, certainly we become thieves,
and therefore we are punished by laws of material nature. A society of thieves
can never be happy because they have no aim in life. The gross materialistic thieves
have no ultimate goal in life.”
Its
true, isn’t it?
Meanwhile
government announces Lockdown Phase 2 from 15th April to 3rd
may, 2020.
Lord
Shiva, how long is this going to continue…
TRUTH
I
see a lot of my friends missing Domino’s ka Pizza (or) Burger King ka burger
and what not by kind of imagining it in front of their eyes and swooning over
it. Haha. I just find it strangely funny. Maybe because I am not so much
interested in food. I am quite happy with Mumma ke haath ka Thepla, Poha, Upma,
Muthiya, Dhokla, Khakhra, Khandvi and Khichdi. My preference is quick and
simple to procure… well, it’s just a good way to put, instead of saying ki I am
one of those unlucky people who doesn’t really enjoy food and eats just to get
requisite nutrients to stay alive.
Well,
well, well, today Mumma made Khandvi and I kind of wheeled along with her
observing the whole process of making it which I will just narrow down in three
simple steps:
(with
Oreo ko twist karo, dip karo tune ringing in my head)
-Pehele
besan ko dusare ingredients ke saath mix karo.
-phir
flat surface pe spread karo.
-phir
bit-sized cylindrical shape mai roll karo!
Wait,
wait, wait did I just say three simple steps. Well, I must put up a disclaimer
here: its simple only for my super Mumma otherwise it is quite difficult.
Also,
you know what, I have almost completed watching Marvel movies, only the last
one Spider Man: Far from Home is left, which Aarav and I would watch today. I
completely loved and enjoyed watching it and now if somebody asks me who is my
favourite, I do have an answer, you see. Well, I love all of them with Natasha
Romanoff, Tony Stark, Peter Parker and Groot just a little more. Plus, my
virtual examination is now over leaving me little extra free time and with that
I have also completed reading Bhagavad-Gita.
And
from last few verses of Bhagavad-Gita I came across below snippet:
“In present age we unnecessarily engage
the mind in so many different ways of sense gratification, and so there is no
possibility of mind’s becoming satisfied. The best course is to divert the mind
to Vedic literature, which is full of satisfying stories, as in Puranas and the
Mahabharata. One can take advantage of this knowledge and thus become purified.
The mind should be devoid of duplicity, and one should think of welfare of
all.”
Its
true, you know, Mahabharata is full of twists and turns and super interesting
peeling out the message of Humanity and stating the fact that supreme power is
always on the side of good, no matter what, virtuousness invariably wins over
evil and one should always think of welfare of all. (Just like Tony Stark,
Bruce, Steve Rogers, Natasha Romanoff and all demigods coming together to fight
against evil, saving the world and working towards welfare of all.
In
the end.
“If
one’s heart is in mode of goodness his faith is in mode of goodness”.
Also,
one must read Bhagavad-Gita at least once in his/her lifetime. It’s a guide
that shows us how we should be leading our lives to reach perennially blissful
state and obviously to reach that state is difficult. While reading it you may
find some of the things contradicting in this Kali-Yuga and some extremely
difficult to implement in real life. But something that I followed and will
like to suggest is, just read it and absorb for yourself. It surely contains
answers to all your questions. But just read it with an accepting mind and not
conflicting mind.
Meanwhile lockdown phase 3 passes in all this and government announces lockdown phase 4 and with that grants permission to
stranded students and workers to get back to their homes. I am relieved to know
that Khushi has reached home safely.
Next
morning when I woke up I kind of felt empty.
-Ramayan
ended a few days ago.
-Vanshika-Aarav
Marvel Movie Time ended yesterday.
-Bhagavad-Gita
reading time ended yesterday.
-No
more preparation for virtual examination.
I
am feeling oddly restless and sort of dislocated, I am missing having a reason
to get up early, a purpose to my day. I know I can start watching any other
series (or) start reading a new book (or) invest my time learning a new thing.
But I just don’t feel like doing anything. I think my mind has shifted its
gears towards entering into negative zone, ignoring all the feasible positive
option.
My
Goooood morning gets replaced my Good morning. Vanshika spark is slowly-slowly,
day by day slipping away. Irritation and anger slowly-slowly occupying me. I
could sense that my family is worried anticipating my strange behavior. But I
don’t know, I just feel like to be left alone with no human interaction. So, I
disappear into my room pick up a book to read but I just couldn’t that is when
Aarav barges into my room in an effort to talk to me and to light up my mood.
Hii
Di, I was thinking that we should start with our movie ritual again… what say?
No,
I say pretending to be engrossed in reading book.
Di,
you always wanted me to leave PUBG and play LUDO with you right? Umm, I am in.
I know it sounds bizarre but c’mon Di lets play…
No,
I say, again pretending to be engrossed in reading book.
Yaar
Di, now I actually feel Groot ka condition is so much better than yours. At
least Groot has 3 words in his database: I AM GROOT and you have only one: NO ,
says Aarav trying to inject his own brand of humour.
And…
to it we both laugh uproariously.
Laughter…,
yes, this laughter, does help in reducing the gravity of our miseries…
Di,
I can’t see you sad, though I know you are eight years older to me, you have
always made me feel like you are one my closest friend, you have always made
time for me. I know, I always whine over you making me greet back Goooood
Morning but Di we really do miss it… not only your Goooood morning but all your
Pakao Jokes..
My
heart swells up with immense love for my baby little brother…
My
cutest little baby brother…, I say cupping up his chin in my hands.
Lesson
learnt: I need to attend to my own happiness first and its only me who is
responsible for my own happiness and if I am joyful, then certainly, I am joy
to be around. Also, when we enclose ourselves with negative thoughts,
discomfort seeps in… everyday seems painful to get through. So, its better we
respond to negative emotions calmly and lightly. It will surely help us ease up
our path ahead… and there is nothing wrong about taking some fraction of your
day to be alone to recharge your batteries, but just let your family know about
it.
Its
better that we adjust to the reality and work our life around it and keep
stitching happy, memorable moments. Also, there is no point in constantly
fearing death well I clearly don’t mean we should stop taking up necessary
precautions. We should definitely take necessary precautions but with that we shouldn’t
constantly fear death to an extent that will make us go through sleepless
night. The moment we came into this world we started out on our journey towards
death. Death is inevitable but what really matters and hold importance is that
we should keep working hard, be kind, perform our prescribed duties and spread
happiness in this journey between birth-to-death.
Also,
I discovered that, if we just free ourselves from all material entanglement then
this life that revolves around Ghar-Ki-Chaar-Divari mai would seem to be a
happy one!
Its
not the time to think of our individual goals and dreams, its time that we come
together and fight it together keeping humanity intact. As, the moment cruelty
would escalate over humanity, the world will see its end…
So,
lets just collectively pray for the welfare of all and most importantly have
faith.
(Lord
Shiva, I just wish some kind of magic happens and this virus disappears… vaise
bhi, When it comes to the wishes of God… toh cheezon mai logic nahi sirf magic hota
hai.)
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